Where is Home?

I'm feeling a bit confused today and I'm beginning to wonder where exactly I belong.

It all started with a really simple question that's been floating around the school for the past week.

"Whatcha gonna do for the holidays?"

Question that usually follows with, "Are you going home?"

And oddly enough, my brain automatically assumes that my friends were asking if I was going back to the States.

Indonesia...is just not there anymore.

I was truly crushed when I realised this. I could never be an American. But now I'm not sure if I'm Indonesian either...